March 2011
but i must confess you’re so much more than i remember
can’t help but entertain these thoughts
thoughts of us together
could’ve been more but at least you’re still my day late friend
“If you love her, you’d let her go” What? That’s bullshit. If you love her, you’d run the fuck after her and fight for her.
If one drink,
could make tonight,
slip my mind then I
Should drink up,
so I can forget that
I haven’t lived my life
You are an example of,
better things to come
So why wait on some other escape,
that leads me nowhere fast
I’ve got to ask.
You’ve got nothing to lose
Except for me and you.
And I love that attitude
When you know I can do,
I’ll do better than you.
If one drink, could make tonight,
slip your mind then you
Should drink up, so you can convince
yourself that I am cute
We are an example of,
why not to fall in love
It takes a turn and then it hurts
more than you could dream of.
Well you’ve got nothing to lose
Except for me and you.
And I love that attitude
When you know I can do,
I’ll do better than you.
You’ve got nothing to prove,
oh no wait yes you do.
You wear it so well that we think it’s true.
You can’t stay I want you gone,
for pulling the carpet I was standing on.
Here’s the exit, exit, exit.
You’ve got nothing to lose
Except for me and you.
And I love that attitude
When you know I can do,
I’ll do better than you.
(we are an example of.. why not to fall in love)
On a totally random note, fire drills do not work.
You know how they always remind me of ‘the boy who cried wolf’. You have fire drills so often that if the real fire alarm rang, you’ll just be like “not again…” Apparently, that was what happened in my sister’s school. The fire alarm sounded and the whole school just continued doing whatever they were doing. (My sister was in the midst of asking her classmate how to write a chinese word. Conversation something like that - Classmate: That doesn’t sound like a drill.. Sister: Orh. How to write this word? Classmate: FAYE WHY AREN’T YOU ANXIOUS WE’RE GOING TO DIE!!” Hahhahahah my sister is too koolz. How did the fire start? Rumour has it that a microwave oven exploded and 2 students were on fire! HAHAHAHAHA can someone tell me why is this so funny!)
And why am I telling you this? I don’t know man. I’m bored on a Wednesday and I can’t sleep. (4.24am right now) Need to make my way to the West later in the day. They should get the other side of the Circle Line done asap so I can visit my homeboyz in the West! For the first time in a long time, I’m not going to party on a Wed night. I got so drunk last Wed (my drunkest ever) and have yet to recover from the trauma of puking non-stop. So what am I going to do tonight? Gonna waste time with a retarded friend.
Till next time, xx. Happy mid-week!
9am on a Tuesday morning. The thought of getting back my results probably woke me up. Exhilarated when I found out I got a B for finance, considering the fact that I didn’t study and spent the night before on Skype with Aaron. Didn’t do well for my overall GPA. But i’m still buoyant with relief that I do not have to retake any papers :’) You know what they say? No expectations = no disappointment. So if I don’t expect anything, anything is good enough.
.. Right?